这一篇是写来道别的。
这一个星期六蕾蕾要离开了，去当兵。呵呵，也没有什么值得庆祝的。只是想在这里跟大家说一声再见。也许我会提早离营，但是离营后，依然会较少上网了。
所以，我还是离开了。不管怎样，为什么，我还是会离开这里。我是说，这个部落格，也是说，这一个小地方。
看戏都有听过人家说，孩子翅膀长硬了，就会离开。那么，我的翅膀硬了么？其实我一直都在寻找，那一双可以带我出去的翅膀。我想去看看这一个世界。只是，我到现在，都还没有看到一双可以让我自由飞翔的白色翅膀。
但是，我还是要离开了。走向一个未知数。至少，它可能是好的。^.^
再见了各位。
Thursday, 25 March 2010
Wednesday, 24 March 2010
Am Still Waiting... = =
I really don't understand how these people work. Get paid for nothing??? It's only a few more days left until 27th March and I HAVEN'T got my letter yet! What the hell is wrong with you guys? Is it that hard to be a little bit more efficient?
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Tuesday, 16 March 2010
The ONE Day in March 2010
I have finally decided to apply for JPA, despite my so-so result. All because they say 'Give it a try'. Fine! I'll give it a try or I lose even the slightest hope.
However, to be frank, I am not really hoping to get it. I still want to go on with my own plan, which is, study in Form 6 and then.......better don't tell now or there will be no more surprise..... :P
Back to the topic, I want to tell a story today. A story of mine, about the day which all of us had waited for so long, but when it finally arrived, everyone was afraid of it. The day the SPM result being released. H.O.H.O....
I surprisingly woke up damn early in the morning although I slept very very late the night before. Then I went to my friend's house to watch Final Destination. We actually planned to watch from FD 1 to FD 4, so that to distract ourselves from all those negative thoughts, but when we found out that it was already 10 o'clock, all of us started to panic. I was as well, just less panic than my friends were. They were like....arrghhh....couldn't even sit tight!
So, we only watched 1 of the 4 FDs and then quickly headed to the school. An hour earlier than we planned before. = =
When we reached the school, it was much worse. >.< Some of our friends were there already, but the results was yet to be taken. The teachers were doing their calculation or what (I swear I don't know).
Well, the good news was, our principal already wrote down the names of the students who managed to get full As ( A+/A/A-). I didn't see my name and was starting to feel like 'oh, what the hell'. But 1 of my teachers suddenly came to me and congratulated me. @@~
I was so shocked! What? I thought my name wasn't in the list!?? So I quickly ran to the principal and took the piece of the paper in his hand to look for my name. Then I was like ' Ah Oh My God! Was that really my name?( The principal's writing was a bit....ahem....unclear...haha) Was that me? I am one of the full As students? o.O
Then I screamed.
Honestly, I can't believe it is MY result, even until today. Although I am not one of the 214 students who get full A+ (not that elite, :P), I am grateful enough. Not fully satisfied, but very very grateful.
I know there is still a long long journey for me to go, and I will work harder in the future to score better, because this isn't my final destination. ^^
But for now, two roads diverge in the wood, sorry I could not travel both. I most probably will choose the one less traveled by, and just hope for the best.
That's it.
However, to be frank, I am not really hoping to get it. I still want to go on with my own plan, which is, study in Form 6 and then.......better don't tell now or there will be no more surprise..... :P
Back to the topic, I want to tell a story today. A story of mine, about the day which all of us had waited for so long, but when it finally arrived, everyone was afraid of it. The day the SPM result being released. H.O.H.O....
I surprisingly woke up damn early in the morning although I slept very very late the night before. Then I went to my friend's house to watch Final Destination. We actually planned to watch from FD 1 to FD 4, so that to distract ourselves from all those negative thoughts, but when we found out that it was already 10 o'clock, all of us started to panic. I was as well, just less panic than my friends were. They were like....arrghhh....couldn't even sit tight!
So, we only watched 1 of the 4 FDs and then quickly headed to the school. An hour earlier than we planned before. = =
When we reached the school, it was much worse. >.< Some of our friends were there already, but the results was yet to be taken. The teachers were doing their calculation or what (I swear I don't know).
Well, the good news was, our principal already wrote down the names of the students who managed to get full As ( A+/A/A-). I didn't see my name and was starting to feel like 'oh, what the hell'. But 1 of my teachers suddenly came to me and congratulated me. @@~
I was so shocked! What? I thought my name wasn't in the list!?? So I quickly ran to the principal and took the piece of the paper in his hand to look for my name. Then I was like ' Ah Oh My God! Was that really my name?( The principal's writing was a bit....ahem....unclear...haha) Was that me? I am one of the full As students? o.O
Then I screamed.
Honestly, I can't believe it is MY result, even until today. Although I am not one of the 214 students who get full A+ (not that elite, :P), I am grateful enough. Not fully satisfied, but very very grateful.
I know there is still a long long journey for me to go, and I will work harder in the future to score better, because this isn't my final destination. ^^
But for now, two roads diverge in the wood, sorry I could not travel both. I most probably will choose the one less traveled by, and just hope for the best.
That's it.
Thursday, 11 March 2010
一步一步向前走
有些事情，不需要多谈啦。只是，我真的要感谢一些人。不要问我是谁，要感谢的我自然会跑去感谢。
嗯。过了的不需要多提，但不免有些失望。我的华文竟然只A-。如果要说对成绩有什么最不满意的，应该就是这一点了。
嗯。也是时候走了。我要离开，去追寻自己的梦。
要说再见么？
其实还没那么快。:P
嗯。过了的不需要多提，但不免有些失望。我的华文竟然只A-。如果要说对成绩有什么最不满意的，应该就是这一点了。
嗯。也是时候走了。我要离开，去追寻自己的梦。
要说再见么？
其实还没那么快。:P
Sunday, 7 March 2010
1 2 3 4 起步啦！
1.
SHIT! 昨天38加了HTML，后来觉得不适合要remove掉的时候，竟然remove错东西，搞到我的倒数器什么一大堆东西不见到完！更惨的是竟然今天才发现？arghh！那个气忍着忍着真不知道要往哪里发。找不到应该怪的人，也找不到应该怪人的理由。
2.
原来时间可以过得那么快。2月刚开始总觉得这假期还很长，可才一眨眼，成绩要出来了。3月11。总算有个确定的日期了。可是感觉好像太快了，太快了太快了。又好像等了很久了，很久了很久了。所以结论是，我乱了，很乱了很乱了。
如果，成绩没预料那样，我。会。怎。样？
（你看，本来看倒数器还可以明确说出SPM过了多少天，现在不能了咯。=,=）
这个星期四，其实还有些害怕她的到来。只是如果她不来，我又会更怕。= =矛盾了，每次要拿成绩之前都会这样，所以希望这次拿了成绩之后也能像“每次”那样的心情。
3.
PLKN第二批的名单出啦！所以在此正式宣布3月27号起此部落格将会关闭1、2个月哦！暂别啦各位亲爱的网友，不要太想我哦！:P
4.
我坚持了2年的信念好像开始动摇了。觉得有一点对不起当初的愿望。怎么办？是应该继续呢？还是看情况才来决定？
原来这个东西叫做“担心前途”。
SHIT! 昨天38加了HTML，后来觉得不适合要remove掉的时候，竟然remove错东西，搞到我的倒数器什么一大堆东西不见到完！更惨的是竟然今天才发现？arghh！那个气忍着忍着真不知道要往哪里发。找不到应该怪的人，也找不到应该怪人的理由。
2.
原来时间可以过得那么快。2月刚开始总觉得这假期还很长，可才一眨眼，成绩要出来了。3月11。总算有个确定的日期了。可是感觉好像太快了，太快了太快了。又好像等了很久了，很久了很久了。所以结论是，我乱了，很乱了很乱了。
如果，成绩没预料那样，我。会。怎。样？
（你看，本来看倒数器还可以明确说出SPM过了多少天，现在不能了咯。=,=）
这个星期四，其实还有些害怕她的到来。只是如果她不来，我又会更怕。= =矛盾了，每次要拿成绩之前都会这样，所以希望这次拿了成绩之后也能像“每次”那样的心情。
3.
PLKN第二批的名单出啦！所以在此正式宣布3月27号起此部落格将会关闭1、2个月哦！暂别啦各位亲爱的网友，不要太想我哦！:P
4.
我坚持了2年的信念好像开始动摇了。觉得有一点对不起当初的愿望。怎么办？是应该继续呢？还是看情况才来决定？
原来这个东西叫做“担心前途”。
Tuesday, 2 March 2010
shh……我是爱哭鬼？
我是一个容易胡思乱想的人。成绩一日不出，我就一日可以想一大对废东西，甚至搞到自己发恶梦。
其实爱胡思乱想，是来自我这事事都要求100%好的性格。一直以来都是这样。而每次只要稍微有一点点不好，我很容易有挫折感，觉得自己怎么那么没有用，这么容易的东西都办不到~bla bla bla
但是又不善于把烦恼说出来。于是什么东西都往心里藏。藏着藏着，心脏会负荷不了的。
很多东西，其实我很在意。可就爱嘴硬说一大堆“无所谓”的屁话。haih，怎样？就是不会说出口嘛。人蠢得来是没办法医的不是么？
最近在网上遇到一些朋友，比我大一些些。
有朋友是很幸福的事情，尤其对于不会用嘴巴说出自己烦恼的人。
我很喜欢跟他们msn，至少如果我要说什么事情，都不需要透露得彻彻底底，但他们都会说一些有用的话来鼓励人家。聊了都有一段时间了，大概他们的话有影响吧。最近的我心境又不一样了。
也许是哭过了吧。好像轻松了许多，也想通了不少。
凡是要求好不是错，但有时候什么都要100%，生活会很累的。
嗯。
我累了，要休息了。
最近在练这一首歌，大家有看过Howl's moving castle吗？
其实爱胡思乱想，是来自我这事事都要求100%好的性格。一直以来都是这样。而每次只要稍微有一点点不好，我很容易有挫折感，觉得自己怎么那么没有用，这么容易的东西都办不到~bla bla bla
但是又不善于把烦恼说出来。于是什么东西都往心里藏。藏着藏着，心脏会负荷不了的。
很多东西，其实我很在意。可就爱嘴硬说一大堆“无所谓”的屁话。haih，怎样？就是不会说出口嘛。人蠢得来是没办法医的不是么？
最近在网上遇到一些朋友，比我大一些些。
有朋友是很幸福的事情，尤其对于不会用嘴巴说出自己烦恼的人。
我很喜欢跟他们msn，至少如果我要说什么事情，都不需要透露得彻彻底底，但他们都会说一些有用的话来鼓励人家。聊了都有一段时间了，大概他们的话有影响吧。最近的我心境又不一样了。
也许是哭过了吧。好像轻松了许多，也想通了不少。
凡是要求好不是错，但有时候什么都要100%，生活会很累的。
嗯。
我累了，要休息了。
最近在练这一首歌，大家有看过Howl's moving castle吗？
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