What A ... Ermm... Story

This is just a short post. Never planned to blog today, but since the thing makes me feel like want to write about it, I can't stop myself from typing words here.

Damn, it's funny how she felt unfair about our 'free time' and her 'busy time'. I didn't mean to let them do all the jobs. I felt guilty too, that was why I tried to help (Okay, 'help' maybe not the most suitable word because part of the job is also my responsibility, but I don't know what word to use).I really did try to offer my help, yet she talked so rude to me.

I can understand that she was tired and angry because I was not there when I supposed to. But I believc everyone there was tired too, and I bet they didn't feel so good for my absence as well, yet they could still smile at me and even joke with me!

So what's the point of talking so rude? She gets nothing except for my anger and worse impression for her. Those are nothing worth acting so no mannerly for. I really felt humiliated and unappreciated... And thought that this kind of girl.... needs lessons...

That's it. Done typing. Story finished. Bye, and thanks for wasting your time here. :P

喂，好东西啊！

"The Pianist"
世界第二大战时候犹太族钢琴家的故事。以上短片是整部戏蕾蕾最喜欢的一个part，也是让很多观众流泪的一part。他把这些年来心里的委屈都弹了出来，感动了那个德国士兵（忘了是什么职位，总之很高）。

应该不算是新片了，不知道你们有没有听过或看过。如果没有，就要快点去看啦！很值得看的一部片呢！

极力推荐！

My 2nd MUET, not good

I was actually surprised when I finally saw my name and date of examination on my computer screen. I couldn't believe that she actually managed to settle it for us, in just less than 1 day's time. That was so... unbelievable!

But I am glad she did, for I do not have to let the RM 61 goes to waste, or give up on the chance to achieve a higher band for my MUET.

The story is long : my friends and I registered for MUET as private candidates who choosed to take the test in our hometown instead of our current school(which is miles away from our place). This actually gave the teacher who was in charged in the MUET registration in our school some headache, but we insisted, and this is why I think we deserve the problem we face now(padan muka lo).

Last time when we checked for our registration, our names were not recorded in the registration list. Omg, so we went to the JPN. The sweet lady promised to help us... and yeah she did, and she succeeded, but our center is changed to our school(which means we are actually going one big round and back to the begining--doing lebih stuff). Nevermind, as long as I got to take my speaking test on 6th April and the test went on smoothly, which I consider as the first step to get a good band.

But the problem now is, although we are considered already registered for the test, our names are still not included in the school's list. So we do not have seats for our listening, reading and writing tests! WTH! Do we still have to go look for that lady again? What if she says there's nothing she can do? Or she refuses to help? So my MUET will have to be stopped halfway. That's just so.... not good.

What do I have to do now? The tests are on 16th April, and we are still blur. >.<

牛仔蕾

我很忙。

（深吸一口气）在学校我忙上学忙上课忙站岗忙着跑回课室忙听课忙抄笔记忙记录功课忙写作业忙问问题忙讨论忙等下课又忙继续上课忙背书忙算数学忙思考忙守纪律忙放学（呼~再吸）回到家我忙洗衣忙晒衣忙扫地忙抹地忙整理忙温习忙休息忙功课忙烦恼忙等晚餐还要忙着解决狗狗的问题（再呼~又吸）吃饱饭我忙收衣忙烫衣忙煮水忙收拾忙联络妈妈忙吃水果也忙准备，还要忙着担心年底的那个STPM

这就是我平时的忙。够多吗？可现在要考试了，还要更加倍地忙，忙着赶课业。然后最近又多加一项事情给我忙—跳舞。

跳舞？o.O

不要吓到，你没有看错，正是“跳舞”这两个字。虽然说跳舞跟我这个脊椎骨歪曲肌肉又僵硬的人本应该扯不上关系。可是没法子，校长要退休了，巡察员顾问老师也要退休了，在他（们）的退休典礼上不做一点爱的表示怎么行？而最容易要动用到整个风纪团员的表示方法就只有一个：跳舞。所以我们都被规定参与了。

至于跳什么舞，就不要多问了，因为我也不好意思多说。只是考试已经近到不要再近，怎么他们还那么有闲情逸致去练舞？还要添加像我这种忙得不可开交的人入内？如果校长和老师的退休典礼上都要各献上一支舞，再加上他们的退休日又那么相近，那我们不是要一次过练两支舞吗？同时又要面对考试所带来的压力，或者考不好所会带来的悲伤等，how are we gonna cope？

幸好我是牛仔蕾，就算所有东西一起来我也不害怕。因为我很忙，忙到没有时间畏惧。


不用麻烦了不用麻烦了，你们一起上我在赶时间。牛仔蕾很忙的~

做么fa qiao

我那跟我一起读中六的表哥问我：

“Ooi，你拿华文啊？”

“噢”

“酱你不是拿五科咯？”

“噢啦”

“做么leh”

“没有做么，爽”

“发qiao啊你？”

“是咯，发qiao，不给啊？”


我想，我的确是有一点无聊。

从来Science student没有人去多事拿华文。因为那四科compulsory要应付的都难以应付了，干吗还要去添加自己的负担？况且，华文worr，不容易读，更不容易A worr！所以每次一有朋友听到我真的在STPM拿华文的时候，大都睁大双眼O.O看着我，随后附加一句：“har？真的arr？”。讨厌的是，他们的眼睛会大到……好像我是什么怪物那样…… ==

是啊，拿华文的确让我身心异常疲累。可是我从来没有放弃过。真不知道该佩服自己的勇气，还是嘲笑自己的犯贱。没事干嘛把重量往自己肩上扛？

呵，可是他们不知道，我拿华文自然有我自己的原因啦。

原因1
纯粹喜欢。而且也想多了解一些关于中国文学的东西。

放心，我没有那么大的野心想要当最特别的那个：明明大家都只拿四科我却要比别人多一科。我也不是想要故意让自己压力比别人大，温习时间比别人少。我更不是学校什么鲜有的资优生，每次考试肯定3.5以上，不管去到哪里身边都要带着一本参考书，一直读一直读一直读、一直做一直做一直做，到老师讲话都可以当作耳边风。

我只是……一个执著的人，执著着一种爱，还有火种。=)


原因2
要证明自己。

这一点我从来没有对任何人说过（认识我的看了不要去到处帮我宣传）:P。不过之前我在这里有发过一篇文章，不知道你们还记不记得。我说我对我的SPM成绩其实相当满意，唯一的遗憾就是华文只拿了A-。

所以这次想通过STPM证明给自己看我是可以的！华文拿A是难，可是并不是不可能的事。相信只要自己好好努力，我还是可以达到梦想的。^.^

就这么简单，需要很惊讶吗？

每颗心上某一个地方……

前些日子心情比较低潮，所以发了一大堆有的没的，现在看回去，不自觉笑了。

其实我的人很简单，生活很乏味，来来去去烦恼的，不过就是那几样东西。尤其是读书考试，这东西占据我的生活太大部分了，而我发觉我也非常的重视它，所以想来想去，都还是怕考不好试、读不好书……

上了中六我的成绩很不好，数学更是烂到没话讲。加上自己对数学这科目有存有偏见，死都不肯去“和它做好朋友”，所以考出来的成绩除了fail，还是fail。

从lower six起就fail到upper six，于是我着急了。可越是着急，越是让我对它措手不及。那从去年就累积得像一座山的数学功课，让我对它无从下手。还有老师新发的功课、难题、解决不了的难题……Oh my god！

信心是有被打击到啦，不过蕾蕾我也没那么容易跌倒！自上次假期痛哭一场后，我的心平静多了，也更坚强了。所以我向自己承诺，这一次4月的考试，我不止要让我的数学及格，甚至其他所有科目，都要有进步，大大的进步！！！

就是想开了，现在才比较轻松的。=)


p/s:终于可以考MUET了。总算没有白花我的RM61！ ^o^