In case又被人讲我落寞。
开学咯，要回去咯。不过这次绝对要以新的姿态回学校。我要克服困难，克服恐惧，克服所有绊脚石！！！
Man Ching，我会多多加油的！我们一起多多加油！^o^
Yeah！！！STPM！！！
Yours sincerely
Saturday, 19 March 2011
函
To: my beloved friends
In case又被人讲我落寞。
开学咯，要回去咯。不过这次绝对要以新的姿态回学校。我要克服困难，克服恐惧，克服所有绊脚石！！！
Man Ching，我会多多加油的！我们一起多多加油！^o^
Yeah！！！STPM！！！
Yours sincerely
In case又被人讲我落寞。
开学咯，要回去咯。不过这次绝对要以新的姿态回学校。我要克服困难，克服恐惧，克服所有绊脚石！！！
Man Ching，我会多多加油的！我们一起多多加油！^o^
Yeah！！！STPM！！！
Yours sincerely
Friday, 18 March 2011
今天天晴
有个朋友跟我说，只要一下雨，她就会变很moody。
雨，的确让人联想到许多负面的情绪。不然清明时节，也不会雨纷纷。绵绵细雨，总带着淡淡忧伤。
曾经试过因为心痛欲绝而宁愿淋雨绕长路走。那时候希望雨水能够把自己给淋得清醒些，不要再执迷不悟。点点打在我身上的雨水，就像心里滴滴在掉下的血。奇妙的是那一瞬间，我确实是感觉到格外清爽。
我把哀伤，寄托给了雨水。
这是雨水神圣的工作。它来时，你发泄了。而这段时间里，你忧愁、你难过；你把真正的自己释放出来了。在这个过程中，你敞开心胸，和它坦诚相对。
然后……
然后……你舒服了。
雨天，会让人情绪低落。但雨后自会天晴。
雨，的确让人联想到许多负面的情绪。不然清明时节，也不会雨纷纷。绵绵细雨，总带着淡淡忧伤。
曾经试过因为心痛欲绝而宁愿淋雨绕长路走。那时候希望雨水能够把自己给淋得清醒些，不要再执迷不悟。点点打在我身上的雨水，就像心里滴滴在掉下的血。奇妙的是那一瞬间，我确实是感觉到格外清爽。
我把哀伤，寄托给了雨水。
这是雨水神圣的工作。它来时，你发泄了。而这段时间里，你忧愁、你难过；你把真正的自己释放出来了。在这个过程中，你敞开心胸，和它坦诚相对。
然后……
然后……你舒服了。
雨天，会让人情绪低落。但雨后自会天晴。
雨，它是重生。
Thursday, 17 March 2011
Why · Life?
Went out with my friends tonight. 3 of us, and we spent the whole night chatting.
We talked about life, present lifestyle. Hate it so much, but still have to live on. Why is life always full of hatred? Yet everyone's afraid to die?
We talked about future. What do we wanna be in the future? One said dentist, another said director. As for me, I found myself kept quiet, probably in deep thinking--to answer them, as well as myself. Hell, I really don't know. Why is life always so full of questions? Yet where's the answers?
We talked about studies. One changed to Art Stream, the other one continued on Science. We hated Form 6, but we tried hard to love it. Why do we always try to love something we don't? Yet we always fail?
We talked about memories, the only thing we own together, now and forever. Then only we realised that we did not take many photos when we were in school together. Miss those precious time, but we can only remember it without the photos. Why is life always full of regret? Yet very few learn to appreciate it?
And we talked about you. Miss you so much, every of us does. We miss your laughing, your tears, and the happiness you bring to us in all these years. Why do people only start to love someone when she is away? Yet no one ever try to fix this mistake?
Life's pathetic, isn't it? But not as pathetic as human does.
We talked about life, present lifestyle. Hate it so much, but still have to live on. Why is life always full of hatred? Yet everyone's afraid to die?
We talked about future. What do we wanna be in the future? One said dentist, another said director. As for me, I found myself kept quiet, probably in deep thinking--to answer them, as well as myself. Hell, I really don't know. Why is life always so full of questions? Yet where's the answers?
We talked about studies. One changed to Art Stream, the other one continued on Science. We hated Form 6, but we tried hard to love it. Why do we always try to love something we don't? Yet we always fail?
We talked about memories, the only thing we own together, now and forever. Then only we realised that we did not take many photos when we were in school together. Miss those precious time, but we can only remember it without the photos. Why is life always full of regret? Yet very few learn to appreciate it?
And we talked about you. Miss you so much, every of us does. We miss your laughing, your tears, and the happiness you bring to us in all these years. Why do people only start to love someone when she is away? Yet no one ever try to fix this mistake?
Life's pathetic, isn't it? But not as pathetic as human does.
Monday, 14 March 2011
曾经有一个人
已经是很久的事了，说要写一篇关于他的文章。
那时候的我16岁，是年尾。加他msn，是因为要他帮我approve一些论坛的东西。Well，他是管理员嘛~没想到第一次聊天，我们竟可以聊得上来，还蛮过瘾的。*^^*
在msn的他很搞笑，常常讲一些冷笑话，甚至还用一些很恶心的emoticons逗我，弄得我哭笑不得。那时候我们常聊天，较熟了后我都会向他透露一点心事、生活上难以开口向人倾诉的烦恼。而他在扮演“安慰”的角色的当儿，难免也会不小心透露自己现实中较悲观的一面。
他很好，可他总觉得自己不够好。
后来，我去参加国民服务，上网少了，和他的联络自然也减少了。
一直到我服完兵役回到家，知道他交了女朋友，心里煞到几痛一下……
其实他一直都只把我当妹妹般看待 *^^*，一直都以哥哥的身份“照顾”着我……
很可惜的是，去了PLKN回来，我变得懒惰msn了。上网不是看戏就是FB。渐渐地，我们的距离又更远了，甚至到忘了他的地步。
直到有一天，他突然发信息叫我晚上上msn，说想在最后一晚和我们这班网友聊天。
当时的我不以为然。
只是没想到，那一次，真的是最后一次。
后来试尽方法再联络他也联络不上了。
因为他最后告诉我，他可能都不回来了。
曾经，我——
因为知道他喜欢一首歌而拼了命似的去练习；
因为他的一句话而哭了一整个晚上；
因为他的一句道别而烦恼许久。
但现在回想起来，还是会觉得这段“相识”是美好的。
没错，“曾经”的确是那么美好的。
因为，他也已是曾经……
那时候的我16岁，是年尾。加他msn，是因为要他帮我approve一些论坛的东西。Well，他是管理员嘛~没想到第一次聊天，我们竟可以聊得上来，还蛮过瘾的。*^^*
在msn的他很搞笑，常常讲一些冷笑话，甚至还用一些很恶心的emoticons逗我，弄得我哭笑不得。那时候我们常聊天，较熟了后我都会向他透露一点心事、生活上难以开口向人倾诉的烦恼。而他在扮演“安慰”的角色的当儿，难免也会不小心透露自己现实中较悲观的一面。
他很好，可他总觉得自己不够好。
后来，我去参加国民服务，上网少了，和他的联络自然也减少了。
一直到我服完兵役回到家，知道他交了女朋友，心里煞到几痛一下……
其实他一直都只把我当妹妹般看待 *^^*，一直都以哥哥的身份“照顾”着我……
很可惜的是，去了PLKN回来，我变得懒惰msn了。上网不是看戏就是FB。渐渐地，我们的距离又更远了，甚至到忘了他的地步。
直到有一天，他突然发信息叫我晚上上msn，说想在最后一晚和我们这班网友聊天。
当时的我不以为然。
只是没想到，那一次，真的是最后一次。
后来试尽方法再联络他也联络不上了。
因为他最后告诉我，他可能都不回来了。
曾经，我——
因为知道他喜欢一首歌而拼了命似的去练习；
因为他的一句话而哭了一整个晚上；
因为他的一句道别而烦恼许久。
但现在回想起来，还是会觉得这段“相识”是美好的。
没错，“曾经”的确是那么美好的。
因为，他也已是曾经……
Sunday, 13 March 2011
真爱，最感人
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave you when you need me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say then out loud
Those words, they never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say then out loud
Those words, they never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave you when you need me most
I'm forever keeping my angel close
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave you when you need me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say then out loud
Those words, they never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say then out loud
Those words, they never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave you when you need me most
I'm forever keeping my angel close
Chris Medina，一个用真爱来感动全世界的人。他和她的爱情故事，让人掉了泪，也给人上了一堂极有意义的课。
2009年10月，一场意外把这一对幸福情侣的美梦撞碎了。因为女方在这场车祸中受到严重的脑创伤，行动也非常不便。原定的婚期必须延后。但Chris始终对她不离不弃，甚至无微不至的照顾她。这种细心呵护，任谁都会被感动……
一个女人，一辈子遇到一个这样的男人，就够了……
Friday, 11 March 2011
Oh, The Week
This week is a horrible week.
Yeah , holiday's here! I've been longing for this holiday since the end of the last holiday. So when there is only 5 days left until I can finally enjoy my March holiday, my heart starts to fly. I've forgotten about studies, I've put aside my homework, and I've started to relax.... yet I still have STPM to sit at the end of the year.
This horrible week IS horrible because everything seems so wrong. I wanted to do what I should not have done, and I refused to do what is already my responsibility. There's been a war in my mind for the whole week, between angel and devil, to revise or to relax. And as usual(for me), the evil side wins.
I know although I am going to sit for STPM, I should not stress myself too hard. But every time after I have wasted my whole evening, I feel sorry for my parents who spend so much on me. And this feeling grows stronger especially for this week: I went to school and found myself looked more like a daydreamer than a student; during the studying sessions I talked to my friends more than listening to the teachers; after school I went home and had my long nap instead of doing my homework; at night I'd rather watch the old movies in my computer again and again than having a glance on my books.
And the week runs away without me noticing.
Phew!!! What a week!!! I really don't know why do I even exist in this week. Maybe it is better if I just disappear and reappear after the horrible week has gone... This way I will be a little bit happier, at least I do not waste time. xD
Well, it IS gone now, and I hope it brings its horrible-ness along. I WANT MY HAPPY HOLIDAY LIFE BACK!!!
Yeah , holiday's here! I've been longing for this holiday since the end of the last holiday. So when there is only 5 days left until I can finally enjoy my March holiday, my heart starts to fly. I've forgotten about studies, I've put aside my homework, and I've started to relax.... yet I still have STPM to sit at the end of the year.
This horrible week IS horrible because everything seems so wrong. I wanted to do what I should not have done, and I refused to do what is already my responsibility. There's been a war in my mind for the whole week, between angel and devil, to revise or to relax. And as usual(for me), the evil side wins.
I know although I am going to sit for STPM, I should not stress myself too hard. But every time after I have wasted my whole evening, I feel sorry for my parents who spend so much on me. And this feeling grows stronger especially for this week: I went to school and found myself looked more like a daydreamer than a student; during the studying sessions I talked to my friends more than listening to the teachers; after school I went home and had my long nap instead of doing my homework; at night I'd rather watch the old movies in my computer again and again than having a glance on my books.
And the week runs away without me noticing.
Phew!!! What a week!!! I really don't know why do I even exist in this week. Maybe it is better if I just disappear and reappear after the horrible week has gone... This way I will be a little bit happier, at least I do not waste time. xD
Well, it IS gone now, and I hope it brings its horrible-ness along. I WANT MY HAPPY HOLIDAY LIFE BACK!!!
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