Oh, The Week

This week is a horrible week.

Yeah , holiday's here! I've been longing for this holiday since the end of the last holiday. So when there is only 5 days left until I can finally enjoy my March holiday, my heart starts to fly. I've forgotten about studies, I've put aside my homework, and I've started to relax.... yet I still have STPM to sit at the end of the year.

This horrible week IS horrible because everything seems so wrong. I wanted to do what I should not have done, and I refused to do what is already my responsibility. There's been a war in my mind for the whole week, between angel and devil, to revise or to relax. And as usual(for me), the evil side wins.

I know although I am going to sit for STPM, I should not stress myself too hard. But every time after I have wasted my whole evening, I feel sorry for my parents who spend so much on me. And this feeling grows stronger especially for this week: I went to school and found myself looked more like a daydreamer than a student; during the studying sessions I talked to my friends more than listening to the teachers; after school I went home and had my long nap instead of doing my homework; at night I'd rather watch the old movies in my computer again and again than having a glance on my books.

And the week runs away without me noticing.

Phew!!! What a week!!! I really don't know why do I even exist in this week. Maybe it is better if I just disappear and reappear after the horrible week has gone... This way I will be a little bit happier, at least I do not waste time. xD

Well, it IS gone now, and I hope it brings its horrible-ness along. I WANT MY HAPPY HOLIDAY LIFE BACK!!!