诗歌夜~malam puisi

其实这是昨天发生的一件事。

昨天，我参加ed了学校举办ed的诗歌朗诵比赛。^^（马来称malam puisi）

朋友都很奇怪为什么我会去参加的。（呵呵！我们学校的华裔学生都有“不参加马来人的东西”的观念的 :P）我也不知道自己为什么会去参加。可能。。。凭着感觉呱！想参加的感觉！（而且还是前几天才报名的）

本来是想朗诵马来诗歌的。（都说是马来人举办的活动嘛！）不过后来因为我决定跟一名马来朋友一起合朗，老师就high起来，要我把马来朋友的诗歌翻译成华语@@~, 然后就她一段我一段酱来朗诵。。。怪吧？我也是这样觉得。。。不过既然老师要，我们也就跟咯！


其实参与这种活动也蛮不错的啦！（除了跟其他参赛者语言沟通有困难外）。不过说老实说昨天感觉真得蛮好的。因为。。我们的sakura ying组别练习才不到几次，竟然可以拿下亚军！@@~（虽然大家都认为比赛成绩很出乎意料，但是还是要炫一下嘛！:P）害羞ing。。。

参加这个比赛最恐怖的地方是。。。老师竟然要我们化妆！哇！我平时最讨厌就是化妆了，尤其是嘴唇的部份（我的嘴唇很厚，涂起口红会超怪的）。不过没有办法，所以硬着头皮化咯！

警告：怕发噩梦的就不要再看下去！

是不是很恐怖呢？T_T

其实眼睛的部份也不好到哪里去！

呵呵！好像太暗了，不清楚。。。

呵呵！傻傻的。特地去拍眼睛那边罢了。
不过我很好的啦！^^ 不去特地拍嘴巴。。。不然真的吓死你！

我想，我还是比较喜欢没有化妆的自己。^^

又来了，这种感觉

最近都很少上网，很少更新blog。
不知道为什么，internet给我的感觉越来越显。
然而，现实生活中的自己，也好不到哪里去。。。

之前迷上写部落，都因为可以写出自己的心声。但最近，我似乎连这一点都不会了。
在电脑面前，明明是有满脑子的话想写，可是总是逼不出来。然后就在电脑前发呆。。。
我到底要写什么？

当连上网的目的都没有了，在这里我还是什么？
又是多余的人了？应该吧。。。像我这种人。。。
不管在什么时候到哪里都只是多余的。。。

不要说是我思想的问题。我知道这样想是不应该的。不过，那种感觉就是存在。
那种孤立无助的感觉，挥之不去。
我曾向过好的方面想，但到最后，事实总是残酷的。

到底什么时候我才可以不这样消极？我也是在期待着。。。

再来？

经过才短短的几天，我又在被人tag了。。。
不过这次不同是在。。。要用英文的。。。 =,=
好啦！废话不多说，1、2、3，开始！

First Name - i'm NOT going to tell you :P
Nickname - Forever HL, lui
Name you wish you had - Forever HL, Huan lui (yea, you know, my present name)
What do people normally mistake your name as - Hui Liu (friend's name....T_T)
Birthday - why so 38?
Birthplace - hospital (i am not given birth under a tree or a broken temple nehx)
Time of Birth - not sure..... dawn if not mistaken ^^
Single or taken - Single of course
Zodiac sign - Leo

-Your Appearance-
How tall are you - 150+
Wish you were taller - yes, absolutely so....even hope to taller than Yao Ming @@~
Eye color - black brown maybe (no waste my time in front of mirror everyday)
Color you want - never think of it before
Natural Hair color - black
Current Hair color - black
Short or long hair - short T_T (want long hair actually)
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color - no
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair - maybe when i was 2 or 3 years old
Glasses or contacts - glasses
Do you wear make-up - yea, really love to..... when i was a child (NOT NOW)
Ever had hair extensions - nope
Paint your nails - nope

-In the opposite gender-
What color eyes - as long as normal colour
What color hair - black
Shy or Outgoing - outgoing
Looks or personality - personality
Serious or Fun - Serious la
Older or Younger than you - Older
A turn on - gentleman
A turn off - jerks

-This or that-
Flowers or Chocolates - both
Pepsi or Coke - Vanilla Coke
Rap or Rock - neither.... i prefer classical music
Relationship or One night stand - relationship
School or Work - school
Love or Money - both
Movies or Music - both
Country or City - either
Sunny or Rainy days - both
Friends or Family - both

-Have you ever-
Lied - yes
Stole something - no
Smoked - no
Hurt someone close to you - don't know...... perspective question.....
Broke someone's heart - don't know
Heart broken - yes
Wondered what was wrong with you - yea
Wish you were a prince/princess - nope
Liked someone who was taken - used to be :P
Shaved your head - nope
Been in love - yes (not love la actually)
Used chopsticks - yea
Sang in the mirror to yourself - @@~ what kind of question is this? NOPE of course!

-Favorites-
Flower - any
Candy - any
Song - Jay Chou's
Scent - lavender
Color - purple
Movie - lots
Singer - Jay Chou
Word - no specific one actually
Junk food - all
Website - http://foreverlui.blogspot.com
Location - http://foreverlui.blogspot.com
Animal - monkey
Ever cried over someone - nope
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - dont be so 38 :P
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - snow white
Do you play any sports - last time yes

The rules:-Link to your tagger and post these rules.
List (8) random facts about yourself and tag people:

8 Random Facts:-
1. no self-confident
2. sometimes like to SS
3. love my blog
4. love myself
5. love my family and friends
6. love music
7. love piano
8. and...okay if you want to hear it so badly..... not beautiful AT ALL......satisfy? ^^

又要tag人了。要tag谁好呢？网友不很多哦！ermm。。。

Torres 9 Ibra 8，就你了。（不好意思，想不到其他人了 :P）