Saturday, 19 March 2011

函

To: my beloved friends

In case又被人讲我落寞。

开学咯,要回去咯。不过这次绝对要以新的姿态回学校。我要克服困难,克服恐惧,克服所有绊脚石!!!

Man Ching,我会多多加油的!我们一起多多加油!^o^

Yeah!!!STPM!!!


Yours sincerely

Friday, 18 March 2011

今天天晴

有个朋友跟我说,只要一下雨,她就会变很moody。

雨,的确让人联想到许多负面的情绪。不然清明时节,也不会雨纷纷。绵绵细雨,总带着淡淡忧伤。

曾经试过因为心痛欲绝而宁愿淋雨绕长路走。那时候希望雨水能够把自己给淋得清醒些,不要再执迷不悟。点点打在我身上的雨水,就像心里滴滴在掉下的血。奇妙的是那一瞬间,我确实是感觉到格外清爽。

我把哀伤,寄托给了雨水。

这是雨水神圣的工作。它来时,你发泄了。而这段时间里,你忧愁、你难过;你把真正的自己释放出来了。在这个过程中,你敞开心胸,和它坦诚相对。

然后……

然后……你舒服了。

雨天,会让人情绪低落。但雨后自会天晴。


雨,它是重生。

Thursday, 17 March 2011

Why · Life?

Went out with my friends tonight. 3 of us, and we spent the whole night chatting.

We talked about life, present lifestyle. Hate it so much, but still have to live on. Why is life always full of hatred? Yet everyone's afraid to die?

We talked about future. What do we wanna be in the future? One said dentist, another said director. As for me, I found myself kept quiet, probably in deep thinking--to answer them, as well as myself. Hell, I really don't know. Why is life always so full of questions? Yet where's the answers?

We talked about studies. One changed to Art Stream, the other one continued on Science. We hated Form 6, but we tried hard to love it. Why do we always try to love something we don't? Yet we always fail?

We talked about memories, the only thing we own together, now and forever. Then only we realised that we did not take many photos when we were in school together. Miss those precious time, but we can only remember it without the photos. Why is life always full of regret? Yet very few learn to appreciate it?

And we talked about you. Miss you so much, every of us does. We miss your laughing, your tears, and the happiness you bring to us in all these years. Why do people only start to love someone when she is away? Yet no one ever try to fix this mistake?

Life's pathetic, isn't it? But not as pathetic as human does.