14/6 is the day

About 3 more weeks to go till my piano exam. Taking Grade 8 exam for the second time(failed last time *^^*) making me more nervous and stress. If I fail once again, I'm gonna quit.

 I SWEAR I WILL.

Maybe music just isn't my field. All these years I've been trying so hard, practising so hard, working on so hard, yet the outcome was never really satisfying. Maybe it's time to face the truth that I'm not that talented when it comes to music. Nothing to be ashamed of, there are others ain't good as well.

Furthermore, I am just nothing more than a normal girl.

Passion isn't gonna bring me any further in this path. All that's left is just the effort I had put into playing music. That is the only thing that keeps me from walking away. After all the hard work, I just shouldn't. And I couldn't.

I still love music. I still love music like I did years ago. The problem is it no longer loves me. All I can do now is to give myself one last chance, face this exam like a woMAN with no fear, and hope it gives me an opportunity to prove myself too.

Gonna be one tough month though. So, have to keep myself alive with so many 'Jia You's and try to survive. =)